From the moment I wake up in the morning
Till the time I drift into slumber at night
There’s one thing I want to tell you
‘I hate you!’
While I go on with my day
One eye, always on the phone
Even when I know, you ain’t gonna reply
I hate you!
Months goes without a single text from you
And I know you ghosted me
Yet I keep waiting for you
I so damn hate you!
For conquering my mind,
For disappearing without goodbye,
For not being here with me,
I hate you!
And as I went on hating you
Missing you, thinking about you
One day I didn’t hate you anymore
You weren’t ruling my mind anymore.
Then out of the blue,
As if you didn’t disappear without an adieu
You’re back with your silly little, ‘Hi.’
Unable to resist I reply.
Much to my distaste,
You bring the widest smile on my face.
Only to be ghosted again,
Hating you once again.
Yet you come back with your shameless, ‘Hi’
And I lose my mind once again
The moments we had swirling in my mind
Why do this to myself?
Wild Scared Crazy 
Sad but not the end of world don’t regret there’s alot in this world to love about
LikeLiked by 1 person
Yep!
LikeLike
You write so well . I am knowing you slowly ..
LikeLiked by 1 person
Thank you 😊
LikeLike
I can relate. This is exactly how I was. I have learned not to let anyone back into my life that has ghosted me though. It has never ended well and in the end torments me even more. Really nice read ❤️
LikeLiked by 1 person
I’m so glad you liked it. How are you now? 💕
LikeLike